tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-80554547199338683722012-01-22T21:28:26.333+08:00About Myself...Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05535447768428163083noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8055454719933868372.post-37831909107314471192012-01-22T21:28:00.001+08:002012-01-22T21:28:26.118+08:00This morning, when i received your msg I shed tears and hurt. When you ask me, am I fine. I said im fine but the fact im not fine at all. I had to lie to you so you would feel better. Well, there's something that i want to tell you but better not to so i decided wrote it here. Do you remember i told you once that i could only live up to 10years starting from last year. I have praying for your problems to be solved by reducing my years away and letting you live longer. There's one time I closed my eyes and i saw you with another guy happily together. At that time i was already not around in this world. I was wondering was it god trying to tell me that you would live happily together after I'm gone. I came to realized that if that's the case, i don't mind sacrifice my life for you. I had some chest pain and gastric pain since young. Even now the pain is still around and it might lead to serious case. So, even when I'm gone I still love you and will bless you as a angel. <br /><br />To be continued..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8055454719933868372-3783190910731447119?l=monkeybenana.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05535447768428163083noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8055454719933868372.post-20788476784408153152012-01-22T21:27:00.000+08:002012-01-22T21:27:35.130+08:00This morning, when i received your msg I shed tears and hurt. When you ask me, am I fine. I said im fine but the fact im not find at all. I had to lie to you so you would feel better. Well, there's something that i want to tell you but better not to so i decided wrote it here. Do you remember i told you once that i could only live up to 10years starting from last year. I have praying for your problems to be solved by reducing my years away and letting you live longer. There's one time I closed my eyes and i saw you with another guy happily together. At that time i was already not around in this world. I was wondering was it god trying to tell me that you would live happily together after I'm gone. I came to realized that if that's the case, i don't mind sacrifice my life for you. I had some chest pain and gastric pain since young. Even now the pain is still around and it might lead to serious case. So, even when I'm gone I still love you and will bless you as a angel. <br /><br />To be continued..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8055454719933868372-2078847678440815315?l=monkeybenana.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Benjaminhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05535447768428163083noreply@blogger.com0